Letter #2 arrives Friday and we're certain that this time there will be answers! This extensive, painful, and pricy test is the one that illuminates our issues and puts us on the road to septuplets!
Not so much.Once more, everything is normal. Nothing more to see here. Move along.At the end of this letter, Dr. K asks to see my wife on the tenth day of her cycle to perform a regular ultrasound and see how things are developing. Turns out that would be the very next day, which is a Saturday. No way he'll want to do this on a weekend. We resign ourselves to ride out this cycle and pick up the following month, but we call the doctor anyway, letting him know that Saturday would be the day he was wanting to see us. He surprises us with these instructions: "Why don't you two have intercourse at 9 and then come into my office around 11? That way I can also take a look at the sperm quality."Have I mentioned that I like this doctor? Racing through my head are: "Doctor's orders, baby!" and "He probably meant 9pm and am, right, honey?"Instead, we look at each other and giggle. And it is funny that with all the uncertainty, all the ups and downs, all the oddness, we giggle at the thought of being instructed to be initmate. So it's 11 the next morning and we're walking into his office. The doctor's finishing up at a conference. That means snooping, giggling, and Angry Birds while we wait. I will be the champion of Angry Birds.SItting out on the counter is an old, worn medical bag. Something you'd expect to see a TV doctor on some frontier show sporting as he makes house calls to different cabins in the ol' West, curing cholera and the Plague. It's got all the "tools of the trade" and it's embossed with Dr. K's name. It feels so simple, yet dedicated to the craft. Purposeful. An actual love of practicing medicine.Many exploded pigs later, Dr. K arrives. We feel slightly awkward being in a room with someone who, not only knows what went down a few hours ago, but who asked you to do it.As he sets up, he tells us more about growing up in Oak Cliff, playing ball and fishing out where we live. He tells us about a farmer that would let the young Dr. K and friends fish on his property, give them water, and let them use the bathroom. One day the man sold the farm and moved East. Dr. K said the farmer had turned to drinking because he wasn't farming anymore. Suddenly, I'm even more thankful for the medical bag. I get lost in the idea of our individual purposes and the choices we make to hold onto or follow them. Or what we choose to follow instead of that purpose. Back to the ultrasound. I guess you need a medical degree to read one of these things because it looks like the cable or satellite went down to me. Every so often he measures a black shape, pointing out follicles and tubes, but it's all snow to me. I'm just glad all is normal. He also takes a fluid sample so he can take a look at my sperm quality. He spreads it onto a glass slide for a microscope. C'mon boys, make me proud.He literally runs out of the room, slide in hand and makes a passing reference about the appointment being finished. We look at each other, not sure if we can leave or not. My wife gets dressed and we peek out into the hallway, toward his office. "A picure's worth a thousand words," he says to us, coming out of his office. "Want to take a look?" He has to ask? We are both excited to look! Speaking for myself, I assume I'm going to see fleets of swimming sperm, verile and numerous, covering the slide and charting a new level of masculinity that makes both Dr. K and myself medical marvels.But once again, not so much. My wife looks first and as I soak up his cluttered office and various baseball memoribilia, I hear things like: misshapen, not moving, fewer than I'd like. I try not to let my shoulders sag too much when it's my turn to take a look. Surely it's not that bad, right?My wife rubs back arm as he points out one that has a weird bump on it, another that has a flat head, and so on. "Here's one that's moving," he says. I try not to knock over anything while he moves the scope to a fast moving sperm. Sure enough, there's one swimming up a storm.In a perfect circle. Chasing its tail. I have since named him Steve. And, as if I couldn't tell, he tells me Steve's circling."There are some normal ones here," he adds quickly. "I'll show you what they look like." He proceeds to switch magnification back and forth and move the slide around, scanning for one. It feels like one of those movie montages where the hours pass by, but nothing really changes. I honestly can't remember if he found one or not. He decides to schedule me for an appointment to check out my sperm quality and sets up another ultrasound for my wife to check that the follicle released. He walks us out of his office, gives us both high-fives, and sends us out to somehow enjoy the rest of our weekend.